Monday, June 27, 2005
Exit
Yeah I haven't been blogging much.
Been pretty busy... no la.. VERY busy is more like it. And.. I dunno.. perhaps I have lost the urge to blog. Perhaps the blog has reached it's life cycle. It has been going on for about 1 and a half years... and it's getting tiring, or maybe I'm getting tired of the layout, or maybe I'm starting to hate revealing myself to the world, maybe maybe maybe.
In the end, I don't really know.
I've been swamped with work, and I've just done my 40 slides long presentation/report. Been doing that the WHOLE day, no joke, from 9-5.30. Didn't know it would take that long to do report while doing research, and by now, my back aches, my brain feels like it's gonna burst, even my butt is burning sitting here though my fingers are getting numb coz the office is really really cold.
Now what shall I write about? I don't EVER have no work to do nowadays, so updating is becoming a tad bit hard, since I only do it in the office hehehe. I wish I'm semi-anonymous, like muddy, coz even though I'm SURE I have met him somewhere before, I have no idea who he is. Hahahaha. Good job Yanz.. no one asked u to publish all the pics of yourself and all on the web right? Hmmmmm to remain anonymous would be a tedious task too I think. But I really am starting to feel uncomfortable revealing too much of myself, and I have had people emailling me and such saying that they saw me or us here and there at certain times.. and they're right, of course most of the time... so... I dunno... it's kinda scary... perhaps I should've thought more about the consequences of my actions.. but then again, no use crying over spilt milk huh? Ok now I have no idea what the f*ck I am blabbering on about.
Life... my life actually.. or ours, is becoming hard. We argue a whole lot more, coz I am a whole lot more bitchy 63% of the time. Sooo under a whole lot of stress... from everything. D-Day is coming... it's sooo coming... feels like only yesterday the whole talks about marriage emerged, and back then, it feels like forever to wait till the day. But now that it's drawing near, I feel like running into a mouse hole. Nope.. not the jitters, just the stress. VERY stressful I tell ya. Maybe it's just me huh? Maybe I'm creating all this.. It's all in your head yanz....
Everyone I meet, will be asking me the same first question.
"How's your preparation coming along?"
Ok people, take note. DON'T ask me that. I sooo hate to answer it. If it happens when I'm with modDs, I'll just run and hide behind his tiny little body and ask him to answer it for me. He's good at tai chi. Hehehe.
Of course I can't wait for the day. In fact, a part of me is DYING for it to be over, and another part, is just plain dreading it. The first part is because I just can't hold my pants any longer.. hehehe not like that la. I just wanna be married to my ONE. But the latter worries me... coz there's still a zillion things to be done, and is NOT done yet coz I simply don't have the time. Or sometimes when I do have it, I'm just plain lazy la. Urgh this is too tiring. And no, I'm not gonna answer those kind of questions dah ok? In fact, in this blog, I won't even answer WHEN is the day. U guys will know la soon enough.
I was sick end of last week with sudden fever. No flu, no cough, no sore throat, just sudden temperature soar. Weird. And the doc told me I have super-low blood pressure. Hahahaha. Another present from the doc. So it answers all the whys. I'm forever tired, I get headrushes, constant panting, chest pains... hmmm no more chanting "it's all in your head yanz"
As of now, I wish I wish I wish I can ruuuunnnnn like the wind... like this fella here. And exactly like him, I'm still where I am. *sigh*
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Been pretty busy... no la.. VERY busy is more like it. And.. I dunno.. perhaps I have lost the urge to blog. Perhaps the blog has reached it's life cycle. It has been going on for about 1 and a half years... and it's getting tiring, or maybe I'm getting tired of the layout, or maybe I'm starting to hate revealing myself to the world, maybe maybe maybe.
In the end, I don't really know.
I've been swamped with work, and I've just done my 40 slides long presentation/report. Been doing that the WHOLE day, no joke, from 9-5.30. Didn't know it would take that long to do report while doing research, and by now, my back aches, my brain feels like it's gonna burst, even my butt is burning sitting here though my fingers are getting numb coz the office is really really cold.
Now what shall I write about? I don't EVER have no work to do nowadays, so updating is becoming a tad bit hard, since I only do it in the office hehehe. I wish I'm semi-anonymous, like muddy, coz even though I'm SURE I have met him somewhere before, I have no idea who he is. Hahahaha. Good job Yanz.. no one asked u to publish all the pics of yourself and all on the web right? Hmmmmm to remain anonymous would be a tedious task too I think. But I really am starting to feel uncomfortable revealing too much of myself, and I have had people emailling me and such saying that they saw me or us here and there at certain times.. and they're right, of course most of the time... so... I dunno... it's kinda scary... perhaps I should've thought more about the consequences of my actions.. but then again, no use crying over spilt milk huh? Ok now I have no idea what the f*ck I am blabbering on about.
Life... my life actually.. or ours, is becoming hard. We argue a whole lot more, coz I am a whole lot more bitchy 63% of the time. Sooo under a whole lot of stress... from everything. D-Day is coming... it's sooo coming... feels like only yesterday the whole talks about marriage emerged, and back then, it feels like forever to wait till the day. But now that it's drawing near, I feel like running into a mouse hole. Nope.. not the jitters, just the stress. VERY stressful I tell ya. Maybe it's just me huh? Maybe I'm creating all this.. It's all in your head yanz....
Everyone I meet, will be asking me the same first question.
"How's your preparation coming along?"
Ok people, take note. DON'T ask me that. I sooo hate to answer it. If it happens when I'm with modDs, I'll just run and hide behind his tiny little body and ask him to answer it for me. He's good at tai chi. Hehehe.
Of course I can't wait for the day. In fact, a part of me is DYING for it to be over, and another part, is just plain dreading it. The first part is because I just can't hold my pants any longer.. hehehe not like that la. I just wanna be married to my ONE. But the latter worries me... coz there's still a zillion things to be done, and is NOT done yet coz I simply don't have the time. Or sometimes when I do have it, I'm just plain lazy la. Urgh this is too tiring. And no, I'm not gonna answer those kind of questions dah ok? In fact, in this blog, I won't even answer WHEN is the day. U guys will know la soon enough.
I was sick end of last week with sudden fever. No flu, no cough, no sore throat, just sudden temperature soar. Weird. And the doc told me I have super-low blood pressure. Hahahaha. Another present from the doc. So it answers all the whys. I'm forever tired, I get headrushes, constant panting, chest pains... hmmm no more chanting "it's all in your head yanz"
As of now, I wish I wish I wish I can ruuuunnnnn like the wind... like this fella here. And exactly like him, I'm still where I am. *sigh*
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Friday, June 17, 2005
Piccies...
Ok I'm gonna do some updating today. I was away on Tuesday and Wednesday for the CommunicAsia 2005 in Singapore. As usual, I took lotsa piccies.. doesn't matter I have been to S'pore at least a thousand times. We took a flight there, and stayed overnight. Jakun as I still am, (I counted, and it was only my 3rd time on a plane) I asked for a window seat and took piccies on the morning flight there from the plane, beautiful piccies of the land far far below. Unfortunately, due to unforeseen circumstances, a colleague of mine accidently formatted the card when we reached S'pore. Boo hooo I was saaaadddd coz I have no idea when will I be on a plane next, and the flight home was at night. Oh well, modDs promised he was gonna try to recover the piccies for me tonight. *keeping fingers crossed*
I'm gonna let the piccies I took tell the story of what I did in S'pore. Be patient yeah, the loading might take some time hee hee.
Upon reaching, we had lunch...
here...
then we were here the rest of the day...
i saw nice things to take piccies of...
made some friends,
'cuci mata' (p/s: b, this one's for u)
The highlight of the whole trip, was this. Nyiahahahaha I know lots of peeps are gonna be envious of this piccie. Believe me, even I was scared to ajak him take a piccie. He was HUGE, he made those breathing noises, and even talk the same way. Damnnnn!!!!
Then we left at 6.... afterwards, we went out for dinner.... and later that night, I was here..
That was all for Tuesday, early Wednesday, I had to wait for my colleague get ready...
I had nothing else to do...
while waiting for the bus...
no prizes for guessing what they sell here...
and we were at the expo the whole day again.. took the 8 p.m. flight home, managed to have fun even in the plane
Fuuuhhh!!! I guess it's true then. Pictures are worth a thousand words. Of course those are not all the piccies I took. Most of them, are uploaded here. Have fun feasting ur eyes peeps!
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I'm gonna let the piccies I took tell the story of what I did in S'pore. Be patient yeah, the loading might take some time hee hee.
Upon reaching, we had lunch...
here...
then we were here the rest of the day...
i saw nice things to take piccies of...
made some friends,
'cuci mata' (p/s: b, this one's for u)
The highlight of the whole trip, was this. Nyiahahahaha I know lots of peeps are gonna be envious of this piccie. Believe me, even I was scared to ajak him take a piccie. He was HUGE, he made those breathing noises, and even talk the same way. Damnnnn!!!!
Then we left at 6.... afterwards, we went out for dinner.... and later that night, I was here..
That was all for Tuesday, early Wednesday, I had to wait for my colleague get ready...
I had nothing else to do...
while waiting for the bus...
no prizes for guessing what they sell here...
and we were at the expo the whole day again.. took the 8 p.m. flight home, managed to have fun even in the plane
Fuuuhhh!!! I guess it's true then. Pictures are worth a thousand words. Of course those are not all the piccies I took. Most of them, are uploaded here. Have fun feasting ur eyes peeps!
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
IQ??
From Lauryn's blog....
I'm not logical enough???
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| Your IQ Is 115 |
 Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Exceptional |
I'm not logical enough???
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Friday, June 10, 2005
ada apa dengan yanz
I haven't been blogging a while now, have I? What's been happening? Well, same old, same old. And yes, I did delete a post earlier in the week. Why? I dunno, perhaps so as not to appear vain. Btw, I am NOT trying to get nice comments on my posts. See, I am starting to become this pretentious idiot. Starting to think about what others would say. I HATE THAT. But since I am not so anonymous here huh.. perhaps I HAVE to do this. I dunno.. can't really explain why I do the things I do. I am weird.
I haven't had much time to do anything much, these past few days was spent working, going back close to midnight, even couldn't see modDs for a day coz I was too busy. That was bad. Other days and nights, was spent on the wedding preparation... it's getting close peeps, almost too close for comfort. Getting bloody worried, and pretty much busy too. Menyampah pun ada jugak hehehe. But NEVER on the getting married part; although I do have people trying to talk me out of it, and some more questioning if I'm making the right decision, but hey, I stand on my ground, NEVER a second thought, in fact I think this is the BEST decision I've ever made in my entire life. I'm just getting sick of the countless things to prepare for. So peeps, if u wanna get married, and if u have the money, please DO get a wedding planner or something. So u don't have to think about everything, right down to the most minute detail.
On work matters, busy busy busy with like a thousand things to do. But weirdly enough, I'm loving it! My 2 bosses are the greatest people I've ever worked with, even the secretary and the new colleague is smashing. Great bunch of people. Yeah so we do go back late at night to settle work and stuff, but we laugh and joke and smile all the way. We can all joke and laugh at each other, with us 3 girls calling one of the bosses 'uncle' and the other 'abah'. Plus, they belanja us makan (and even ciggies for me heheh) all the time! So it doesn't feel so bad though there are days we work 20 hours non-stop. And though the job is tough and hard, it is very interesting stuff. Like my boss says, "in order to do something well and for a long time, u have to love what u do". That, I agree.
And as of now, I absolutely have no idea what to blog about. Hahaha. Perhaps I've reached my saturation point. Time to close down the blog perhaps? Not tired of blogging, but ran out of things to write, and the thought of having to filter the things I write is tiring me.
Here's a pic (coz some of u peeps just love piccies don't u? there i go again, thinking abt what other want to see. demmm!) I took on my way home from work one day. Great sunset, all orange and red with the Shah Alam mosque in the shadows. Goodbye people.
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I haven't had much time to do anything much, these past few days was spent working, going back close to midnight, even couldn't see modDs for a day coz I was too busy. That was bad. Other days and nights, was spent on the wedding preparation... it's getting close peeps, almost too close for comfort. Getting bloody worried, and pretty much busy too. Menyampah pun ada jugak hehehe. But NEVER on the getting married part; although I do have people trying to talk me out of it, and some more questioning if I'm making the right decision, but hey, I stand on my ground, NEVER a second thought, in fact I think this is the BEST decision I've ever made in my entire life. I'm just getting sick of the countless things to prepare for. So peeps, if u wanna get married, and if u have the money, please DO get a wedding planner or something. So u don't have to think about everything, right down to the most minute detail.
On work matters, busy busy busy with like a thousand things to do. But weirdly enough, I'm loving it! My 2 bosses are the greatest people I've ever worked with, even the secretary and the new colleague is smashing. Great bunch of people. Yeah so we do go back late at night to settle work and stuff, but we laugh and joke and smile all the way. We can all joke and laugh at each other, with us 3 girls calling one of the bosses 'uncle' and the other 'abah'. Plus, they belanja us makan (and even ciggies for me heheh) all the time! So it doesn't feel so bad though there are days we work 20 hours non-stop. And though the job is tough and hard, it is very interesting stuff. Like my boss says, "in order to do something well and for a long time, u have to love what u do". That, I agree.
And as of now, I absolutely have no idea what to blog about. Hahaha. Perhaps I've reached my saturation point. Time to close down the blog perhaps? Not tired of blogging, but ran out of things to write, and the thought of having to filter the things I write is tiring me.
Here's a pic (coz some of u peeps just love piccies don't u? there i go again, thinking abt what other want to see. demmm!) I took on my way home from work one day. Great sunset, all orange and red with the Shah Alam mosque in the shadows. Goodbye people.
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