i couldn't sleep last night.
i slept very late.
woke up at 7.30 (or more like 7.40) to get to work.
bulan puasa work starts at 8.30.
after bathing n dressing, i realized it was saturday.
work starts at 9 as normal today.

what a waste of half hour's sleep.

if i had it, maybe that would put me in a better mood now.



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Hari ni aku clumsy gila babi.
Clumsy cakap melayu apa? Dari pukul 11 tadi aku pikir...
what's clumsy in Malay?????
Hari ni jek, aku tersandung (read: tersandung=tripped in english) dah 4 kali. over the wayar tepon.
3 kali kat meja aku sendiri.. phone bangang atas meja aku!
sekali masa aku lari2 pegi kat printer. kat meja kak azi.
Salah siapa?
bodoh betul sapa yg pasang tepon tak sorok cable bawah carpet.
so aku nak dok diam2 kat meja aku ni jek. tanak bangun dah.
nanti tersandung lagi.

and aku rimas.
alamak, rimas cakap english pulak apa?
suffocate? asphyyxiate? malas nak spend another one-and-a-half hour pikir pasal ni.

aku pakai baju kurung.
bulan puasa ni, tiap2 hari aku pakai baju kurung. except sehari jek.
aku pakai long skirt hari tu. pastu modar suka sangat, sebab skirt tu ketat n ikut bentuk badan(or kaki) aku. kain ala2 lycra ke stretchy ke apa bende nama tah.
aku tak pernah pass kelas jenis kain.
disebabkan dia suka sangat ngan skirt tu, n asek nak tengok dan raba kain yang lembut tu, aku rasa lebih baik aku jangan pakai dah bulan puasa ni.
takut nanti puasa dia kurang pahala.
so aku pakai baju kurung.
semua org opis aku tanya apasal pakai baju kurung.
isn't it obvious? sebab bulan puasa laa!
selama ni aku selalu pakai suar, kekadang skirt paras lutut.. tiba2 pakai baju kurung tiap2 ari. dulu aku pakai hari jumaat jek.
dan semua org tegur aku ada banyak baju kurung sebab almost tiap2 ari baju lain.
aku pun baru sedar sebenarnya.
aku tak pakai sebab malas nak iron baju pagi2. banyak sangat kain nak kene iron.

tapi sekarang aku rimas.
sebab baju ni kancing dia ketat.
macam pakai choker.
and sebab kain dia tak cukup lebar.
longgar gila kat pinggang, sampai aku kene letak pin,
tapi sempit, bila aku jalan tersangkut2. nasib baik tak koyak kain.
langkah aku panjang sangat gaknya.
galah panjang.
patut laa nenek aku selalu panggil aku galah panjang.
baju2 kurung yang ada pada aku, 80% bukan aku punya.
kakak n mak aku punya zaman diorg kurus.
tapi still besar bagi aku.
tapi kenapa ketat kat leher?
leher diorg kecik ke? teringat aku kat ostrich.
ke leher aku yang tebal?? tebal dan jinjang macam... unta??
aku nak bukak kancing baju..
tapi seksi sangat.
nampak pendant aku liplapliplap.
attention seeker.
nanti kurang pahala boss lak yang dok depan aku.


nampaknya terpaksa laa aku menahan rimas sepanjang hari

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i do not ask for sympathy.
i do not say what i say to get pity.
i do not want anyone to pity me.
I AM FRUSTRATED AT THINGS I WANNA DO MYSELF SO BAD BUT I CAN'T.
i'm working my ass off.
i still can't do things i wanna do.
still can't buy things i wanna buy.
still can't eat at places i long to since i was a child.
FRUST.

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This I wanted to do a long time already, but I kept forgetting and I didn't have much time to edit the pics. Padahal we went to see Danish earlier this month. Let me proudly introduce him to u guys. This is Wan Danish Haiqal. Acid Rain's first-born. Yeah, me n Acid used to work in the same office. We met before he got married, and now he has a son. Hehehe kinda cool huh when u see evolvement like this? Me and the Daddy was quite close, and I went for his wedding n met his beautiful wife Hani, they came to visit me when I was in hospital, and we visited when they have a new-born child. Yup yup, we'll stay family friends till we grow old. Danish was born on the 17th of September, a day after his Uncle modDs' bday. He'll grow to have the same qualities kot. Yeah, he'll grow up to be a fine fine man. Hehehehehe.

Anyways, me and modDs took the camera, and had a blast with Danish. Must say he's quite photogenic, though I wish he could stay still a bit more. Hehehe. I love kids n babies.. though quite takut jugak laa coz he's so small n fragile. Bet he must have grown quite a bit now. Babies grow fast huh?? Hmmm.. maybe someday when we have kids of our own, the PC will be full of the daily pics of baby.. kekeke.. since both of us can't seem to put the camera down.

He was sooooo cute!! And cool too! Check out the pics. He didn't even cry while we were there though he just woke up. I love the 3rd piccie. It looks like he's smiling kan?? And I believe he was, at his Aunty Yanz... amek gambar dia.. Wah wah kecik2 dah pandai posing ni... Nak ajak uncle modDs take pic with Danish, but he was afraid to hold the baby. Saja jek tu.. tanak tunjuk skill. Takkan adik2 masa kecik tak pegang kot kan??? Enjoy!



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Hmmm I think enough right of reading about our JB trip?? Don't want more of u guys to puke... menyampah kan kadang2?? Like as if we lead this fairy-tale love story.. no problems whatsoever, all is lovey-dovey.. forever happy. Hahahaha! Well, we do have our ups n downs, but at a much much much lower rate, than any relationships I've ever encountered or even heard of. No problems were unsolveable. And for that, I am totally totally thankful, blessed n happy... :)

Anyways, Debb, a friend of mine sent me piccies of our last party, which was Redzone in Sepang. Why didn't we bring the camera?? Well, the camera's much too big to be taken care of during the time you're not in the right state of mind. Hehehe. Ever wonder what we look like during parties?? We get totally crazy. Here's a preview:







Well, correction laa. My dearly beloved gets crazy during parties. Hehehe. Ouh, and that's the watch I got him for his b'day :) . Well, a lot of peeps n friends have been asking me to join them for parties n such, a lot of djs come to town during this month, but I'm saying a strict NO to any parties. Not until after Raya. God help me. So far my willpower hasn't failed me yet.



Ok peeps, I'm off to Pasar Ramadhan or as me n Lisa n a few friends call it, PaRam. Yes, we take short-cuts even to say long words. Pemalas betul kan? I wanna get some kuih lopis. Isk, Abah punya pasal laa ni. Pegi sebut2 that day. And also for some Tepung Pelita.. modDs' family love those! Selamat Berbuka!

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eh?? it's not exactly tanah tumpah darah laa.. i just remembered i was born in S'pore hahaha! but then again, i grew up there. spent 15 years of my life there. i schooled there. studied there. my family's there. therefore, i shall call it my kampung laa. i sooo wanted to post the numerous pics we took there, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, the pics can't be uploaded at the moment. and i have lots of explaining to do to modDs later on....

how was it? MARVELLOUS!! drove down on friday after bukak puasa here, i drove half-way n modDs drove the other half, went straight to Singgah Selalu or as org jb kata SS (konon2 hartamas equivalent laa tu.. everyone lepaks there).. with my friends, had supper n minom2 but kejap jek as it was 2 in the morning, then i sent modDs to my sis' place for the night before i went back to my Dad's.. it was 3.30 when i got there..

didn't sleep much, got up at 6.30 to renew my passport with 'lil sis amy.. we were done by 9.30, and she followed her eccentric sis around jb, coz her sis wanted to take piccies of her school and such haha! then we went to my sis' place, chat2 with elder sis n mom.. tried to take a nap but failed miserably.. that place was just too noisy for me.. im too light a sleeper.. waited for modDs to wake, n after waiting too long, i just went and woke him up. at 2.30 p.m.!! isk isk isk.. ouh btw, i was on mc saturday. nak balik punya pasal, fake sakit utk dapat mc hahaha! n i was having so much fun i forgot to inform the boss. hahahaha! about 4, we went to Angsana, jalan2 to feel the raya atmosphere there.. yup, jalan sana u'll feel like raya's tomorrow.. modDs bought baju melayu teluk belanga for raya.. hehehe nak jadik org johor nampak abg tu?.. we searched for a place for me to do my 'tunang' make-up and our album later.. balik petang to my Dad's to bukak puasa.. spaghetti n yong tau foo!! home made!! SLLLUURRRPPPPP!!! after makan, we lepakked outside, all of us, layan those kids main bunga api!!! hehehehehe.. yours truly joined them n had the time of her life while modDs the aspiring photographer tried to capture the pics of us doing figure 8s n circles n stuff. the mastermind and also the supplier, me Daddy, sibuk light the rocket ones. hahahahaha!! guess we will NEVER grow up!

9++, off to Tepian Tebrau with more peeps, makan ikan siakap bakar, cakueh bakar, tahu bakar, chikong sejuk.. NYUM NYUM!!!! best gila!!! kenyang tak ingat i almost puked! i was tired by 11.. coz i remembered i haven't slept the last 24 hours, or more? 12++ we went back to my sis'. i wanted to balik my Dad's, but was too sleepy so i crashed there too. i woke at 11, n modDs woke up at 2.30 again. hahaha!! we went to HP; the HQ for pirated CDs, DVDs n softwares, and bought ourselves shitloads of DVDs!!! box sets of lotsa movies. Godfather, Star Wars, CSI, Indi Jones, n a few more loose DVDs.. murah gila pulak tu!! wow!! life sure ain't gonna be boring after this!! balik my Dad's, tested the movies.. (quality memang cun habis!! tak sabar nak test at home with the home theater.. mesti best sound Star Wars tu!!!)

bukak puasa menu sunday: laksa penang, and more yong tau foo!! Daddy buat lagi yong tau foo due to customer's demand and positive feedback haha!! but it sure was sooooo goooodddd!!! ada fruit cocktail with jelly, some agar2, n a lot more foodstuff. me n modDs stuffed our faces again, then we lepakked outside for our post-buka ciggie.. hehehehe..

after resting our tummies a while, we said our goodbyes, and went on our way.. back to KL!!! we made it in 3 hours flat with 1 stop. yours truly drove the whole way (practice nak kene balik sorang raya nanti) at threshold speed (up to the point it's fast enough, but not till the car start to shake).. didn't let modDs drive coz wanted him to rest n not have reason to not go to work today haha!

i reached my place a bit after 1 after sending modDs home.. i was soooo tired, my eyes were sore after all the concentration on the dark highway, but i was sooooo happy with the whole weekend. ouh, did i fail to mention that modDs scored big-time with my parents?? Daddy was referring to himself as 'abah' when talking to my baby no matter how many times we reminded him, mom also terlepas cakap 'mak' a few times, he scored with my kakak, bro-in-law, adik2 n nephews.. he was soooo sweet!! and i am starting to get pissed with how he could get away with things. my mom scolds us like there's no tomorrow if we wake up late or even after 10, but when it comes to modDs, he came out of the room at 2.30 p.m. n mom still can say, "eh, takpe laa, kalau penat tidur laa lagi" and she hates smokers, but can tell modDs, "tak payah keluar isap rokok laa, hisap sini aje.. takpe..." Cisss!!! i think i know who's gonna be the fav son-in-law soon.....



suddenly tonight's bukak puasa seems so dull....

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yeah i know it's not like me, i haven't updated in a long time. the bloody network ke server ke hapa entah has been down for almost the whole week. THE WHOLE WEEK!!! imagine that!!! i almost went crazy man... but.. there's always a silver lining right?? i had tonnes to do the past week, so i didnt feel it that much, though i still couldnt help clicking on IE oh-so-very-often.

it's the 8th day of puasa today, and so far, im still doin good i think. *berbangga dengan diri sendiri*. considering i was a naughty naughty girl who puasa only when i felt like it the past 2 years. this year, i plan to do my best. and yeah, although i had lots n LOTS of 'setan jelmaan' trying to 'hasut' me to eat, drink, or smoke, i still prevailed. *yeay!!* i still went to work daily, i still do normal activities. except for one thing. i take naps during lunch hour. bloody sleepy!!! last week, we lepakked almost every night at our HQ. n pergi keje cannot drink nescafe, or smoke, of coz laa damn sleepy!! i take like half hour naps almost daily... but still puasa.. but then again, i was wondering, y am i so weak?? im sooo lembik during puasa. yeah, i still go out n stuff, but with like a quarter of energy. i drag my feet, i talk much much softer, ahaha weird. well maybe coz i've not been eating proper. i eat like maybe only once during buka puasa, at my normal eating rate which is quarter plate, then that's it. no repeats later in the night, and no sahur. well, i live alone, so i dont really see the point of waking up alone, preparing ur own food, sitting down to eat it, n go back to sleep all alone. baik tak payah!!!

anyways, im going back to JB today yeay!!! correction: WE are going back today. im sooooo manja i cant seem to go back without him anymore. hehehe. buka puasa with the family!! daddy's cooking!!! actually, i dont really seem to bother much. i was home early last month, n im going home for raya anyways. but.. it's one of those unexplainable feeling. the 'KENE-balik-there-n-then' feeling.. maybe those who live far away from their family would understand me.

im soooo craving for cakueh bakar, sotong kangkung, and chikong sejuk at Tepian Tebrau. anyone been thr??? helluva good food. those will be tonight's supper. slurp!!

take care peeps. have a great weekend!!!

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I posted a pic of my family a while back. Today, I'm going to do the same, as a tribute, to my other family. These are the compilation, of my personal fav pics that I took of them. My future in-laws. My future family. My refuge. About the only family I have here in this foreign land. As a way of saying thanks. For the many dinners, lunches, breakfasts, teas; in and out of the house. For the guest bed, when I'm too lazy to go home, when the night is too harsh, when the morning holds a special event, when I'm not well to drive.

To Mummy n Papa, for the talks, advices, gifts, thoughts, invites, support, care, and for always thinking and worrying of our future for us. Ajeen (Azreen,20), for the long long long night talks, for our lepak session when ur around, for the 'teman tidur', for the messenger chats and for confiding in me. I MISS U!!! Aidil (18), shy boy, but never fails to acknowledge when I'm around, for our dinner-talks on studies n stuff. Nana (Aziana,16 we have the same name!!), very cute n petite, always smiling, always bubbly, always giving up her seat for me at the dinner table so that I can sit next to Abg An, my informal informer of the happenings around the house. Allia (14), the quiet one, pretty n small, but never fails to offer a smile, and a laugh at my stupid jokes, answering my questions when the others fail to. Aresya (11), for our card games, for all the questions and curiosity u have, for all the life in u, for the ear on my thoughts, and for always opening the door for me. Aleeza (9), for ur constant phone calls, for the lessons at various card games, for planning our future for us, for letting me play with ur long long hair, for ur quizzes and trivia, for ur inclusion of me in everything, for that night u accompanied me to sleep. Amir (5), the baby in the family, the cutest n bounciest, for the lesson on Bob the Builder, Spongebob, the proud show of all the family albums, for all the jumps and runs and squeals, for the hide-n-seek, for sitting on my lap and letting me hug u so often. And last but not least, to my Azahan (25), for being the ONE.. I don't have to elaborate....



THANK YOU, ALL OF YOU






p/s: because of them, i didn't have to spend the first night of buka puasa alone....

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it was not in my intention at all to blog today. esp since tuesday, i suddenly became very very busy. the usual 'online' statuses on my msn n ym is now replaced with 'busy'. but, i am very very very tired and sleepy. yup, fasting. hahahah sure sounds very mengada2 kan, everyone else is fasting too. macam budak kecik!! hey, this needs adjusting to. it's just the 1st day right? i don't eat a lot yeah, but my 2 scrimpy meals; which is quarter plate of rice for lunch and burger for dinner at 7 gives me all the energy i need to last me 24 hours. last night, i ate half a plate of mee at 10. and that's it till today. i slept late, woke up mighty early, and what can i say? i'm energy-less by now. plus, trying to make sense of 2 big files of documents since morning is definitely not helping.

now what disturbed my mind that inspired me to blog?? my work, had something to do with it. i'm preparing a tender. the past 3 days, i've been here and there. meetings, discussions, clarification meetings, stuff. i must say, i hate it. like, i went for the clarification meeting wednesday. everyone there smiles at everyone else. but secretly, they're all hating each other's guts. me? i'm just the spectator. i paste a smile on my face and carry it on the whole day hoping no one would talk to me. i hate hypocrites. but then again, it's the dirty world of business we're in. i listened to their conversations. this company and that company, this director was doing this to the other company's manager, and that is the reason they won that multi-million contract. this 'datuk' and that 'tan sri's' political background helped their ties and hence they won this project. this company signed NDAs with a few companies, and in the end chose one and left the rest hanging, and now no one wants to work with this company. this guy went from this company to that and now everyone wants him, and the current company he's at doesn't know that he's actually backstabbing them by leaking out info to another company who pays him secretly. they smile at each other, but behind all of it, they talk. they whisper

I HATE ALL OF THIS!!!! dirty dirty dirty dirty world this is. political world, business world, whatever world, is almost just the same. this is depressing. i tried voicing this out, but the answer i got was "u gotta do what u gotta do", which is kinda true, but i hate it all the same. this is really making me sad n depressed.


plus, it's the first day of puasa. and i feel lonely, god knows why. everyone has plans of buka puasa, not me though. of course i have invitations, but.. to me today is supposed to be a family affair. it's not just the distance. no, it's not. it's wishing to relive past memories that are impossible to be repeated ever again. and how i wish n i wish i have a home to go back to, complete with family n all.

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Alone...
listless...
breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
Young girl...
violins...
center of her own attention
The, mother reads aloud,
child, tries to understand it
Tries to make her proud

The shades go down, it's in her head
Painted room...
can't deny there's something wrong...

Eddie Vedder and Pearl Jam accompanied me on my way to work today...
Think it's gonna be Axl Rose on my way back. Need my healthy dose of Sweet Child and Don't Cry..






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today, my baby's sick n didn't go to work... kesiaaannnnn dia. i was away the whole morning. had meeting at telekom. yup yup. out of the blue, since yesterday, from takde keje langsung, suddenly i had tonnes to do. when i came back to the office in the afternoon, was surprised to see my baby not online so i smsed him. i was in the middle of lunch when he called me with a sick throaty voice and said he didn't go to work coz he's unwell. i asked him if he had a fever, and his answer? "entah laa, i tak reti rasa demam camne". haha! well, i got worried sick, terus hilang selera makan n i stopped eating. hahaha! i am over-protective in that sense. i can't see or hear of my loved one getting sick or hurt. i get soooo worried. i get worked up for nothing. i mean, if u think about it, it's just a cold, or flu, or fever. no one's gonna die or get hospitalized. but i will keep on fussing n fussing until the sick person gets sick of me. i just don't have the heart to watch them suffer. i simple CAN'T! soooo sensitive kan?? kecoh!! god knows HOW CRAZY i'll get if he happens to get hospitalized or go for operation or something. matilaaaaa aku.

but come to think of it, since he started work in February, today's the first time he called in sick. as for me, i use up my mcs every year. hahahaha! and since i started work here mid july, i already called in sick like 3/4 times. i lost count. i get sick almost every other day. hmmm maybe that's why i get so worried. he hardly ever gets sick. he can tend to me, and care for me when i'm sick, and don't catch my sickness. terer nye antibody dia. i'm the master of getting sick. i earned phD already. hahahahaha! whatever sickness, u name it, most probably i've got it.


i had a weird dream last night. i dreamt modDs was being so cruel to me. he kept beating me n scolding me, for what reason, i have no idea. sampai terjaga tengah2 malam then fikir apasal aku kena pukul ni?? weird. of coz he never even laid a single finger on me. gaknya sebab tu dia demam kot? ehehehehehehe.


ok, i gotta go now. got another meeting to go to at mont kiara. laters peeps. pray that my baby gets well soon k??

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Hmmm... I kinda wasn't in the right state of mind lately, like modDs mentioned in his blog, some happenings has been too too private to mention... considering quite a number of peeps who reads this blog actually know us in person, and maybe some names we might mention, some of you would know. It's not very nice to say bad things about others, but sometimes, I feel that if they asked for it, then why not?? Ahahaha yeah I'm evil. And yeah, for the things he did, he does deserve to die. Hahahaha!

I wanted to update yesterday, but due to the amount of chemicals in my head I think, I couldn't really focus on a single thing. Haha. Everything was a quick blurry thought, switching from one thought to another, and if I were to write according to the thoughts in my head, god knows what would have been posted. Daddy called me yesterday, and he asked me if I'm coming back for puasa. My answer to that was that I'm not sure yet, alaa raya pon balik jugak nanti kan? He told me to keep my money well, and to go back with some friends if can. If balik alone, then no need laa. Buang duit. Hail Daddy!! He really understands me well.

Boss is back in office today. And the first thing he did, was to dump 2 large tender docs on my table for me to study. For the supply of Digital Data Network. The briefing's tomorrow in Telekom. I browsed through the first 3 pages, got a headache, then opened blogger. Hahaha! I'll get back to studying in a while. After this.

Today, I wanted to give all of u a formal introduction to moi familia. I never actually did that kan? So u can all see, how alike, or unlike we all look. I included my bro-in-law and my nephews, since they are now part of the family as well. Ouh, I forgot to include their ages, well, siblings ages will do laa kan? Kakak is 26 and so is bro-in-law, and large large Amy is just 17. Haha! Yeah u better believe it. Like they all say, she ate all my food. Kikikikiki! Sorry Amy, I love u!!!





p/s: Saturday, we FINALLY managed to go visit Danish, Acid's son, after a long long delay. Pas sesat semua. Hehehe. We took some pics too!! But, I'm still waiting for modDs to email them to me. So hold up yeah, I will post them up as soon as I got them!! He's soooooo cute!!!!

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I'm becoming sooo rajin in updating my blog nowadays kan?? I'm soo free with almost nothing to do.. and I kept opening up old piccies, and like they say, each picture tells a story. And I found a folder, which kinda made me sad. It's a folder containing pics of me and my housemates, and our respective beaus. Penghuni tetap and separa tetap of F7-11 DP. And it's almost the end of our times together. Nope, none of the couples are breaking up, it's just that the time has come to move on.

Lin, is going back to stay in Shah Alam with her parents, since the master bedroom is a bit too much for her to pay when she has a family home. I, of course, of all people understands that money doesn't come easy, so no hard feelings here. Shikin, is getting married in December to Sham. And alas, I'll be the only one left then... *sob! sob* but well.... what can I say.. time and tide waits for no man.. and changes comes with the passing of time. It's not as if we won't be seeing each other anymore, it's just.. no more late night bitchings, especially between me n Lin. We were close for quite a number of years, and we're becoming like sisters... we barge into each other's rooms and bitch till late and we forgot that we have to wake up early for work the next day... no more share makan maggi tengah2 malam bila lapar.. no more sudden breakfasts dengan tak mandi on weekends.. *sigh*. Oh well. All's well that ends well.






Lin is moving out end of this month, and Shikin will be moving out end of next. I have already found replacements to fill their rooms.. who will they be?? ahahaha stay tuned for the surprise!!

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i was inspired reading Acid's blog. I was just thinking about grandparents and grandkids. grandparents sure do have special soft spots for the 3rd generation don't they?? like my own grandparents too. i only have a set of them, my mom's side. my dad's side passed on while he was a child himself. datuk, even though he was a bit on the garang side, never fails to buy us cornettos. nenek, tak payah cerita laa. her love and affection, surpasses everything. and now, i'm witnessing it in my own parents. they have 2 grandsons now, not to mention my mom kept pestering me that i will be too old for kids soon enough, that my biological clock will expire when i do decide to settle down. sabar laa dulu mak.. relax.... risaukan anak sorg ni heart-attack karang.

anyways, the affection they have for their grandsons, is amazing. my mom, would go back n forth 3-4 times a week from singapore to jb just to see them. dad, he would buy them stuff, come see them often, and a whole lot more. sooo cute. i'm not jealous laa of course, i don't expect my parents to put me on their laps or buy me pampers anymore. it's just swell. i always love to just sit quietly in the corner, and watch them playing with the kids. i'm an observer. hahaha. and this is an example.



the boy, syahmi just got scolded from his garang mom, my sister. he took out a bottle of his ibu's lotion, squeezed all of it on the bed, ran out laughing and pulling us all into the room to show his 'masterpiece'. mana tak kena marah??? he took off into the corner, and started crying. my dad just pulled him close, and the boy's laughing again. hence the tear in his eye. how cute.




fact: i miss my previous LIFE.

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yup yup.. i'm starting to think that we've all got it. like modDs said, blogger's block. i'm having no idea on what to write too. but i'm starting to get bored of the pujangga melayu thing too. so... hmmm... let's recap. what did we do weekend?? friday night, went for minum2 with some peeps. Wanie came down from penang, so we met up with her, lisa, n the rest of the gang at hartamas. and i notice we're really really becoming boring people. we were yawning like nobody's business by 12. so we left early. provided i had to work saturday. yeah, i know. i am a loser.

saturday morning, i disturbed modDs' beauty sleep, and i woke him up at 8 *gasp* to send me to work, even though i could go myself. sooo kesian dia kene bangun pagi2. n sangat busuk juga rupa ahahaha so cute. he slept in the car on the way to shah alam too. i didn't mind, as long as he won't get lost while fetching me. afternoon he came to fetch me how nice, then we went to get my engagement dress as he mentioned. we also got ourselves hair cuts. trim for me laa. gotta keep my hair long for next year's occasion hehehe. anyways, we both got pissed at the dumb hairdresser, but we couldn't be bothered to scold the idiot. night was again spent at hartamas (losers) with some other set of friends.

sunday we went shopping for stuff for the engagement, and also window-shopped a lot of stuff. i was getting ideas, on how to do my 'hantaran' later.. bla bla... n we met lisa n wanie again for tea.. got bills paid.. goddemmit we're really becoming boring old yuppies. even putting it in words here got me thinking of how boring our lives are becoming. not much parties on weekends, not much hoo-haa going on. aaahhh hell with it. all i know is i'm still happy. happier in fact.

today was spent, chatting all day in the office. hahaha! most of the time i was bitching with edri. it's cool laa.. and i really can't wait to meet her!! we bitch like we've known each other for years, and we can be like soooo open with each other. like the more we chat, the more secrets are revealed. hahahaha! not even gonna start on what secrets we were talking about. we got lotsa things in common, like our s-shaped spines, our 'malas-to-makan' habit.. well at last i found someone who agrees with me!! to eat, is such a burden!! and seems like we eat the same quantity too. nasik separuh, and half of that. kan edri kan?? ;)

ok laa i wanna stop now. even typing this post got me sleepy. i can't imagine how it would be for u people reading it. haha! sorry if i put anyone to sleep. it's my blog!! hahaha!! :P


oh, by the way, me and modDs are trying our hardest to slow down on smoking. from a pack of 20 a day, it's now 14 a day. we're trying to smoke halves at a time, and also we share a stick whenever we can. we impose rules on ourselves on where we can and cannot smoke. and soon, we will reduce it to 10, then 5, then 2, then none at all. i think this will work out. i believe we can if we put our minds and hearts to it. we both wanna quit badly, but to do it cold-turkey, might kill us or send us to the rehabilitation centre coz we will end up like those addicts. so.. support us here k guys?? wish us luck!!!




TAK NAK!!!!

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